Thursday, October 6, 2011

Dread


I have become the person that others don't want to be. They look at me not with pity but with disgust. I ordered a box of Nutrisystem again today. When I stick to it, it works. My point of no return is eating out. Once I start, I can't stop and it continues day after day until the scale starts to go up and up again. Why is it that the thing I want the most is so damn elusive to me? I'm at my wits end.