Thursday, July 29, 2010

Waiting to die

I have to get this weight off. Ever feel like you are just waiting to die? I often find myself saying to myself "when I lose the weight"...now it doesn't really stop me from doing all that much that I want to do..but it often feels like I have this vision of how the life will go once its off. Unreal expectations, maybe..

What prompted this doom and gloom, you ask? I had to contact an old friend for something. Only to hear she's got a new house in the works, working full time, blogging, has her own website, is teaching part time online courses, and has written 2 books since I've talked to her last.

God I feel like a failure.

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